My name is Lindsey and I am
21 years old. I was born
in Belleview, Washington. My mom and dad got divorced when I was two. My mom worked a lot so my
sister and I encountered a spree of abusive baby sitters. One that was supposed to be
close to us ended up molesting me. Growing up I stuffed my
emotions and acted out in anger.
By age 14, I began using coke and
ecstasy about every weekend. I felt I was finally accepted and that this is where I
must belong. I was
selling drugs by age sixteen and fell into a deep, dark, and
destructive crack-cocaine and methadone addiction. That is when my life really
took a turn for the worst. Next thing I know I woke up in the hospital, I had
overdosed and it wasn't the last time. By age 18, I was kicked
out of my house. That is
when I began shooting up heroin. I wound up in jail two
different times relating to robbery, and burglary charges. Both times, I had to come off
of an extremely painful heroine addiction. I needed help I was too young
to die.
I came to Teen Challenge on June 1,
2009 not believing in God. For some reason I decided to stay day after day. I was saved on June 26,
realizing it was Christ I needed in my life. I soon learned what is most
important to me is not religion but the relationship I can have
with the father, and the love. The key to life is loving one another because he first
loved us. I am a new child of God and I have never been
happier. It is awesome
to be free and finally able to break those chains that had been
holding me for so long. He gave my life meaning. He is teaching me to embrace my talents; I can now spray
paint for God and not break the law. I can now get back to all the
things I liked doing snowboarding, skateboarding, and playing
sports. I plan to go on
mission trips, go to college, and follow Gods plan for me.
Believe me I am far from
perfect. This will be my
third try at Teen Challenge. I left in July, and God brought me back within 24
hours. About five months
later, I was dismissed from the program. Being out in this fallen
world gave me a whole new aspect on life. By the grace of God, I was
brought back to Teen Challenge. It really shows how extremely huge God is and how
abundant his everlasting love is. The most important thing I
have learned is that it does not matter how we fall or if we
fall. It matters how and
if we get back up. I use
my strong tower, my rock, and my everything Jesus Christ to
help me back up. I share
all of these situations from my past with you for no other
reason than to glorify God. I am a living testimony that proves
it's never too
late!
Thank you Teen
Challenge and most of all Thank you God, I love you
.